I read this quote this morning, and it hit home, much like a tornado.
I’ve spent my life, teaching, training, inspiring, musing, making, creating, and taking care of people. Let’s face it, I’m a nurturer, its my nature, and its who I am. I’ve been contemplating what that means in the grand scheme of my life, the impact that I have on the planet in the short amount of time I get to be a part of life. Somehow, hitting your forties, makes you think about it a great deal.
I have dabbled in “creative coaching”, I am a computer trainer, I am someone who helps people see and reach their potential. I inspire people to see their own beauty, to truly OWN their own beauty. I fancy myself intuitive and someone who “sees within”. Sometimes that seeing is a difficult gift to own, but i have been gifted by the universe in a special way. I paint, I doodle, I photograph, I listen, I grow, I make mistakes.
I have run from my own successes over and over again. I have shied away from my potential for greatness, while helping others to reach theirs. I am not willing to do this anymore. I am not willing to let my light diminish in ways that don’t allow for me to do what I was here to do. (Marianne Williamson SCREAMS IN MY EAR).
The question is, I suppose, how do I do that? Do I finally create my one woman show? Do I write a book? Do I keep running creativity groups? Do I keep making art? Sometimes we don’t have to know the answers, we just have to set our intention.. and I’ve been setting my intention for many years now. I believe that the universe provides us insights when we are willing to see them, and sends us messengers and gifts when we least expect them.
I am here, universe… just so you know.
I am doing the work that my soul sees fit and taking steps daily to keep growing.
I am loving my life along the way and I am loving so many that it doesn’t seem possible.
I am raising my sons and showing them, by example, that life is rich and good, and creativity is important, even when you struggle to pay the mortgage.
I am reaching out and reaching in to find my true voice.
I am grateful and honored to share so much of my world with others and to have them share so much of their worlds with me.
I am seeing the next steps in my life.. even if the stairs are invisible right now.
I am ready for more amazingness to enter my life on the daily.
I am denise, and I am an awakener. I know this in my soul.
I’m putting it out there.. proudly.. so that the universe can answer me.
And I thank Robert Frost for putting into words for me.. just when I needed it.
Let’s see where this party takes us. This time I am ready to receive.
So much love and light.

fortune may follow